Beautiful Futuristic Experiences!

August 14, 2018 naturelover Life

Beautiful

I used to be terrified of the future.  Not knowing what was going to happen was such a frightening thing for me.  I would constantly put my mind through misery.. panic attacks would usually follow through.  I wanted to know where I was going to end up, what I was going to do for a living, if I would have a family, If I was going to live a happy, succeful life… There was so much to contemplate about.  I had a huge stress-weight on me, but then a thought popped into my mind… Who gives a #$%^?!

I realized that I have so many years ahead of me, I don’t need to be worrying about these things.  Sure, I’ll be considered an “adult” soon, but who cares? T hat doesn’t mean it’s time to make life decisions right away.  I want to enjoy my life!  I don’t want to finish the school, get accpeted into a secondary school, pay thousands of dollars for it, finish and graduate… and then realize that that wasn’t what I wanted!  I know of so many people that have done that and regretted it completely.  I don’t want that to happen to me, so I’m just going to chill out.  Why would I want to get started on my life that fast anyway?  I want to spend time with my loving parents!  Some day, they’re going to leave this amazing earth.. I don’t want to be thousands of miles away when that happens.  Especially since that’ll mean I won’t be able to visit them often.  I want to be with them as much as I can, before I have to go on and live my own adventures.  I’m not saying I’m going to live at home ’till I’m 45!  I’ll more than likely leave before I’m 22 years old, but honestly, I don’t see a problem with staying there ’till I’m 22.  Lots of people do it and I think it’s a great plan.

No one needs to worry about the future.  Wanna know why?  Because the future holds so much beauty and pain.  As does the past.  I learned that being scared of what is to come doesn’t help anything.  I know I’ll make it.  I know I’ll endure many hardships, but every human does.  The future excites me now because I know it’s going to be beautiful!  Who knows, maybe you’ll change the world, maybe you’ll change someone’s life, maybe you’ll save someone from ending theirs, maybe someone will say “There’s nothing I can do to repay you, thank you” to you, maybe you’ll create a new life, or maybe you’ll just live yours to the highest extent there is.  Why should anyone be scared of the future, knowing you’ll do at least one those favours for yourself or someone else.

Yes, it’s a scary thing, but like I’ve said, It’s a wondrous thing as well.  We have this opportunity to move on, and make things happen!  But don’t be too hasty, you have many years ahead of yourself.  Honestly, do whatever you want!  If starting your life right after highschool is what you truly want, then go for it man.  I’m not trying to change anyone’s beliefs! I just want people to understand that you have time.  Relax and enjoy life.

The future is beautiful!

I LOVE YOU.

3 Responses to “Beautiful Futuristic Experiences!”

  • sunfollower says:

    You are so beautiful! and courageous to know what you truly desire at your age now. I am almost twenty two now and I was pressured into university until I realized last year it wasn’t for me anymore and went to live in a beautiful ecovillage called Earthaven. I fell in love with the nature and forest and people there, and I know I will return there when I am ready.

    I love your spirit and blue eyes. Peace be with us both on these journeys of peace and love.

    Love xoxo

  • Ashleigh says:

    I just want to say this is pretty awesome. I wish I was the way I am now in school. I am 29. I did the married after high school thing and had kids. Now we are divorced and they live with their dad. I still dont know what I really want to do for a living and I dont feel like I know me. Kids need freedom to figure themselves out and re assurance that they dont have to be perfect. People should also love themselves before settling down and starting a family. you are a smart cookie! peace and love!

  • Mark says:

    I don’t see a button to ‘subscribe’ to your blog, so I’m just going to bookmark it. I’ve been subbed to your YouTube channel for a while now, and every video you posted made me wish I knew you. Much respect for a positive and loving individual; take care, and much success on your path x


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